Saturday, October 07, 2006

Hello!!! Meet Paranoia Again

If I am a robot, I would have been a Paranoid Android. Everything that she does I would mentally freak out. Even for a little. The fear of losing her is too great. If put into an analogy, its like having a beautiful butterfly in my hand. But once the thought of her flying away kicks in, natural reflexes would trigger and i would clench my fist even tighter and in the end killing the beautiful butterfly in the process.

Its things that I know yet I still do it unknowingly due to my in-built natural reflexes. It probably is who I am. A natural Paranoid Android. Its just plain stupidity if you ask me when I'm sane without the natural reflexes kicking in. Knowing that when you kill the butterfly its as good as losing it forever while trying to keep her. Its a lose-lose situation. Being not paranoid about things might be good since the butterfly would have the freedom to do whatever she wants and still have the freedom to come back to the comfort and shelter that the hand provides. And the hand would get to keep the nice butterfly.

If only there's a way of switching off the paranoid function in the Paranoid Android.

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