Paranoia
Everyday paranoia grips me. No matter how hard I manage to shake it off each day I know that it still lurks quietly in the corner. Silently waiting for its chance to pounce.The fear of losing her to some unknown forces is too huge to overcome. Everyday is a battle. Eleven weeks. Thats how long it would take before I could fight the battle in the light. For now everyday is a battle that I have to fight in the dark. For everyday, there would be a posibility that she would succumb to some unknown monsters and I would lose her after.
It would be easier when the battle comes to light in eleven weeks. At least I could be physically fighting it rather than fighting it with words now over 30,000 miles.
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